My mind and my heart are being challenged and inspired and moved by the words to this amazing song:
I'm laying down my life, giving up control. Never looking back, I surrender all.
I'm living for your glory on the earth.
This passion in my heart, this stirring in my soul.
To see the nations bow, for all the world to know, I'm living for your glory on the earth.
For the sake of the world, burn like a fire in me.
Light a flame in my soul for every eye to see.
For the sake of the world, burn like a fire in me.
For every knee to bow down. For every heart to believe. For every voice to cry out.
Burn like a fire in me.
For every tongue to confess you alone are the king.
You are the hope of the earth.
I look around me, at the world, my community, my friends, my church, my family, myself. We are all so easily caught up. Recently I've been feeling such a sadness as I see people backing away or becoming so busy in the midst of their own lives that they (and myself) fail to see the suffering or joy or the moments, good and bad, that are happening all around them. I want to throw away the phones and the computers, the TV's, the schedules and to-do lists so that people can see each other, themselves, Jesus. HE is really all that matters anyways. After 28 years of being a Christian, I'm finally getting it. The past couple years God has been working on my heart and my mind, molding and shaping me and for the first time, I can feel it, see the change, desire it. All I want is to be what HE wants me to be. The reason we are all here is to glorify God and serve one another. In the end, all that will matter, is what we have done for HIM. How I live matters. People are watching, with expectations and needs, desperate for hope. Desperate to know that their pain and suffering has a purpose, that it's not all for nothing. The words to the song haunt me. I desire to be a light, a FIRE that burns with such intensity that everyone I love, everyone I meet would be drawn to it. I have so far to go but I am so glad for the desire. Burn, baby, burn...